Kadar Stress Menurun SEDIKIT
At last, today's meeting was rather a fruitful one. My research model is finally heading somewhere. A specific direction, I mean. She pointed out to me very clearly this time compared to the previous meeting. For now, I'll refine my model and start to create the questionnaire before sending it for a pilot testing.
Last week, I was rather in a foul mood because my research model was rejected. I tried my best and put in effort to construct the model together with the questionnaire but in the end, everything was wrong. Do you know it is not easy to search for the right papers for literature review? I need papers that support certain relationships in my hypotheses to avoid being questioned later on. In short, no loop holes for the external marker to fail me.
The kadar stress meningkat secara mendadak after I repeatedly heard words like "No" and "This is not right". A very high level of stress similar to the OCPN's stress but with different feeling. I was so sad that I had to immediately borrow 6 freaking books from the library to tell myself to make things right this time.
When I'm stressed out like this, I don't feel like talking. It is the time when I just want to be alone. It is the time when I feel like closing my eyes while lying on the bed just to keep myself calm. It is also the time that I pity him because he might think he upsets me just because I'm too quiet. The reason why I don't see any mistake in my research model is because I'm no expert in this field. Now, who said survey-based research is easy??? I can tell you IT'S NOT when you absolutely have no idea what the whole thing is about.
"If we knew what we were doing, it wouldn't be called research, would it?" - Albert Einstein
p/s: At least, I can now leave with a little bit of peace in me. I have a plane to catch later ;p
Last week, I was rather in a foul mood because my research model was rejected. I tried my best and put in effort to construct the model together with the questionnaire but in the end, everything was wrong. Do you know it is not easy to search for the right papers for literature review? I need papers that support certain relationships in my hypotheses to avoid being questioned later on. In short, no loop holes for the external marker to fail me.
The kadar stress meningkat secara mendadak after I repeatedly heard words like "No" and "This is not right". A very high level of stress similar to the OCPN's stress but with different feeling. I was so sad that I had to immediately borrow 6 freaking books from the library to tell myself to make things right this time.
When I'm stressed out like this, I don't feel like talking. It is the time when I just want to be alone. It is the time when I feel like closing my eyes while lying on the bed just to keep myself calm. It is also the time that I pity him because he might think he upsets me just because I'm too quiet. The reason why I don't see any mistake in my research model is because I'm no expert in this field. Now, who said survey-based research is easy??? I can tell you IT'S NOT when you absolutely have no idea what the whole thing is about.
"If we knew what we were doing, it wouldn't be called research, would it?" - Albert Einstein
p/s: At least, I can now leave with a little bit of peace in me. I have a plane to catch later ;p
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