Fairy for a Christmas

.: She came with this bag, with a bunch of my favourite chocolates inside :.

.: At first I wanna call her Tinkerina but I decided Fairy suits her best because I want her to be my fairy, beside me and protecting me all the time :.

All right, this is a bit outdated but old school thing works the best :) So here it goes, Chantal Kreviazuk's Leaving on A Jet Plane:

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go

I'm standin' here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn

The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn

Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

I don't know when I'll be back again

Oh, babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down

So many times I've played around

I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you

Every song I sing, I sing for you

When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

I don't know when I'll be back again

Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you

One more time, oh, let me kiss you

And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come

When I won't have to leave alone

About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

I don't know when I'll be back again

Oh, babe, I hate to goAnd I'm leaving on a jet plane

I don't know when I'll be back again

Oh, babe, I hate to go

Done! A delivery to do and some last minute packing job and i'm about to fly. :) Happy Christmas, people!

Reflection

Ms. Teen Queen 2006 is waving goodbye. Welcoming the following year is Mr. Prom King 2007.

Yup, yup, it’s that time of the year again. The traditional end of the year cum new year post, including reflecting what you have done for the past 365 days. I will not be around soon hence explains this early bird. You know what can make this moment best? By listening to Christina Aguilera’s Reflection. Trust me, it helps to write better. Perhaps I should follow Hj. Taib’s style by dividing the year into 3 parts. Hehe...

Beginning of the year,

I had a turbulent start.
I was so lost at one point that I wanted to give up everything and blamed God was unfair to me.
I made 3 drastic decisions.
I realised I love teaching.

Middle of the year,

Things turned better.
Everything was going stable, happy and flowery.
At the same time, I regretted for not having spending enough time with many people I care for.
I started to miss home.

End of the year,

My favourite time of the year. (well, somehow turns out to be slightly undesirable this year as most of the things come at the wrong time)
Major ups and minor downs.
Happy occasions.
Things are still very much intact and stable.
And oh~ my mutated toe is healing slowly after i accidentally allowed the bedframe to fell onto it earlier this year ;D


Throughout the year, I've met new people and made some new friends. Things are still pretty much the same with me being still myself. I'm not sure whether i've been good enough and have done any good deed but i definitely give a lot more than what i can originally offer. I certainly feel great although not receiving as much and I do hope to continue doing that every other year with me giving more than previous.

Although new year is approaching, yet i still hope the year never ends as I fear for the new year to come. The first half of next year will be a very nerve-wrecking period. As if it's not bad enough, it will be a boar's (piggie) year, with me bearing all the bad lucks as i "fan thai sui". -siGh- Nevertheless, i will not give up but to continue whispering prayers in my little heart.

Bottom line, I love my parents more than ever and not to forget a person who deserved what I’ve offered so far and deserve much more that I can give. For all the mistakes I've done, here I am, putting my palms together and ask for forgiveness. I promise to be a better person.

P/S: I have one little extra piece of advice to everyone out there. Postgrad studies are not as fun and simple as undergrad studies. Think twice before you decide. Yours truly already have no turning back.

Pssttt...

Hehehehehe.....
Pssttt.....
Did you watch Ong Bak on TV3 at 10pm yesterday night?
I did, AGAIN! ;p

I tell you what, my family is so capable of doing ad-hoc things. Like a pro.
Yesterday, I had a lovely lunch at MFM in Ikano Power. After that, i went strolling for a while in Ikea and The Curve. Then, I got a call in the evening and being asked whether i wanted to have a BBQ dinner. I was like, umm, errr, ahhh... okar-lor... the next thing i knew, everybody went to grab everything needed as fast as lightning and voila!!! Whatever needed and not needed for BBQ also there. Food was like mountain loads and the number of family members do not go beyond 2 hands. Seafood, bacons, banana leaves, sambal, marinated with teriyaki sauce chicken wings, special bbq seasoning, marshmallows, ice-cream and ferrero rocher. And with my brothers preparing the food (instead of my mum) and barbecuing THEIR style and THEIR way, you can guess where the tergendala part. =.=" Too sweet, too salty, meat still raw, aiyo! But it was very SYOK because i like unplanned event like this as it was full of stupidity, clumsiness, joy and laughter. Then, i watched OngBak with mum, dad and bro. The rest, i have no idea what they were doing because i was too busy watching Tony Jaa in action. Hehe... :p Another day wasted. D.i.e :/

Since, i've wasted most of my time doing unproductive things, now excuse me as i have to do some last minute shitting to catch up. Exam is tomorrow and damn, dig a hole for me please as I'm still stuck at Chapter Four!

She's BACK!

She got married to Sum 41 frontman Deryck Whibley.

She has done a theme song for the movie Eragon.

She will be back with a 3rd album. (if there is any :p)

Get "Keep Holding On" here. Nice song with superb lyrics AGAIN. Hope you'll love it as much as I do.

P/s: Pray for the link to work ;)

What I want for christmas?

A white christmas? Nope.
A colourful christmas? Nope.
A happy christmas? Nope.

I've figured out I want nothing. Why would I want anything in the first place.

Simple person makes great things happen. So, i guess i will adopt the unicorn if i happen to drop by MV. Not to forget, I need to get myself a pair of long-john. The weather is getting cold. Mini marshmallows in a cup of hot chocolate. Yum-yum!

Good night, peeps! Tucking myself under the blanket. Have a great week ahead! :)

Now and Forever?

I have a very nice friend where all the others, including me think that she deserves someone real good enough for her. She's someone so good until to a level that i do not know how to describe. The main reason she's still single is because she's rather choosy and picky.

I spoke to her few weeks back. She told me she was longing for a person but lately, due to her job, she wasn't keen on searching one. It reminded me about a conversation I had with swordman quite a few years back, where we both agreed we were too busy with our studies and wonder how couples actually divided their time for each other. Yea, I admit that I was quite a hard-core when it came to studies during my final year in degree. I had no time for nonsense relationship. I'm still a student. What makes you think I have time to entertain someone right now? It was even worse during the time I was working. All I could think of was sleeping but there were some people who were just too persistent that they could only care about themselves and not you.

Again, i think finding a companion and meeting a companion has a huge difference. Don't search for one just because others have it and you don't. That's selfish. Don't search for one just to complete yourself when you don't complete your companion. That's unfair. Don't search for one when you are not even ready to care for that person. That's irresponsible. Most of all, don't start to care when you know you can't care forever. With jobs buying most people's time and life, and no longer their expertise nowadays, tasks and responsibilities seem to increase. Why not clear up messes around before finding a companion and put the person nearest to your spot? If you are not willing, you are not ready. If you are not ready, you don't deserve a someone. You just want one to let you escape from all your problems. That's not a solution.

Well, do I have time for a companion especially when I start to work? It depends if mine really wants and needs me, not by just saying. Priority changes. If i'm not needed, I should go back to where I start. Nothing to lose. Only a couple of broken things to be mended. The next thing you know, life goes on.

Is reality cruel?

I woke up and found out my car was squeakly clean. Nope, it wasn't a dream. I woke up and I was wide awake. I have the greatest mum ;) Reality is not always bad after all.

I wish I can fly!
I hope I will fly!
I will be flying SOON!

Comforter

Hey you! Do you sleep with a comforter? I definitely do. As the name already tells you, mine is really, really a comfortable one. But it's a little weird because mine comes to me as it likes. Not when the weather is cold, not when i'm cold and not when i needed it the most. It's freezing cold out there and people get wrapped in nice and warm shawl while i'm watching helplessly wishing at least i have a shawl with me too. You know what? Even i don't get the thickest blanket in the subzero weather, a big hug always warms the heart. But no. I get it when i don't need it the most. When the sun is shining brightly ready to barbecue my skin. That's why i'm still freezing here with little droplets of water slowly turning into small ice cubes.

p/s: A little babbling towards the X'mas.

The oinks & barks

A first, i really didn't wanna get involved in this particular issue. Cos i didn't want people to think i'm a racist. Since Datuk had his view published, I guess i should voice out my opinion too.

You see, the story started when this pakcik yang sudah nyanyuk (sebab dia makan banyak nyiur - fyi, nyiur is a common term for coconut in kedah and often pronounce as NYOK) stepped into a time machine which had brought him to this era. He certainly does not like everything he sees because his mind cannot accept the fact that THE FUTURE IS LIKE THIS! Thus, he plans to impose rules such as "No This And That To Be Seen". Dah lah nyok, i think this pakcik oso got Parkinson disease kot cos he couldn't seem to control his mouth as well and blurted:

“A woman who wears an indecent outfit does not respect herself, so how can she expect men to respect her?”
"A woman's morality was something precious and should be guarded."
“Why do people keep their money in wallets or purses instead of walking about with it openly?”
“This is because cash is something precious, just like a woman’s virtue.

I'm just a kid. Not as experienced as pakcik. Therefore, I would like to ask pakcik some questions:

i) Pakcik, pakcik, do snatch thieves snatch those money not inside their victim's bag or wallet? Means they snatch money that is only visible to their eyes?

ii) Pakcik, pakcik, is it EVERYBODY will steal money that is not guarded and visible to their eyes? If it's true, is pakcik gonna touch those girls with cleavage shows clearly to everyone?

iii) Why pakcik wanna impose the rule? Because pakcik naik nafsu arrrrrr?????

See, the whole scenario is ridiculous. Everybody can be a thief, a robber or even a murderer given in our current country situation. But the point is, do you wanna be ONE? You see, everything is up to a person's morale and if the person has no morale or self-discipline, nothing will go right.

Money is something u can take away but a body is attached to a person. Who says we do not guard our body 24/7? Well, unless a girl can detach her pair of boobs and clumsily puts it somewhere else while allowing the perverts to touch. But again, can you simply touch a property that's not yours?

I seriously do not want to publish these photos from a forwarded email, but pakcik, i guess this is the current solution to your uncontrollable male species residing at that part of the country.

Still don't understand how to use it? Go figure!

*****

Dear Santa,
I've never wished anything from you. For once, I wish that you will help Christopher Lloyd a.k.a Dr. Emmett Brown to send this LOST pakcik to where he came from and never let him sesat in another wonderland. Thank you.

Car Wash

Mum made a very sarcastic comment yesterday.

"See, I can WRITE on your car already."

OUCH!!!

Yea, my car is full of dusts, dirt and stains.

I need Chrissy & Missy ;)

Bagus engkau, Vincci

I have a serious obsession towards heels. There are heels that i've bought long time ago but never wear it before. Some i only wore it once or twice and they are all sitting in perfect condiion on the shoe rack. I was having a conversation with my friend, MM the other day where she asked:

MM: Eh, where do you shop for your heels nowadays?
Me: Mostly Nose.Why?
MM: Nothing, just asking. I thought you used to love to go Vincci?
Me: Hmm.. okay lar, once in a while I would still go but Nose is my first choice now. Nose's are better quality. Vincci's materials are getting cheapo and worse by day.
MM: I see...

The other day, i was being kind to accompany another friend to get her heels in Sg. Wang. Of course I brought her into Nose first. Happily she got hers after trying countless of times on each pair and *ahem* i got mine too ;p Then i just couldn't resist stepping into Vincci to browse through the heels they've got. My eyes then caught this particular pair of kha-khia a.k.a terompah type in fuschia colour. OMG, so damn freaking kiut!!! I told my kawan, "Shit la, 10 times out of 10 times, instead of accompanying a friend, i ended up buying the most. Deng!" The kiut pair was like calling out my name to purchase them and they would be glad to have me as their owner and serve me and only me for the rest of their life. Somemore they have freaking cute label in love shape sticking at the back of the shoes. I MUST HAVE THEM!!! Ok, fine. Happily got it and yak thong sui at KTZ feeling so blardy satisfied.

Since i was so proud of the new cutie fuschia, i wore it to have hi-tea the very next day and at the same time trying not to flaunt it. After the hi-tea session, I went to MIECC for a while. When i was about to exit MIECC, i realised something was not right. I looked down at my shoes and nearly got a heart attack. dengniamagehchaocipet!!! Look what i've discovered upon looking at my cutie fuschia???








I sat down on a chair nearby, looking at the cutie fuschia helplessly. My heart was definitely weeping. A small piece of the wood on the front part on the left side came off. Gone and nowhere to be seen. I was thinking what if the salesgirl would not allow me to change for another better pair? Then i have to coat it with varnish is it? Chao kha-kiak dat costed me RM49.90 and broken after I wore it for barely 3 hours. Nah, i told you already. Vincci's shoes can sao phei lor!!!!! Deng! Too bad i can't boycott the shop as i've already said, I have a serious obsession towards heels. Blarghhhhh!!!