Typical Saturday

My "baby" desperately needed a bath. "Her" body was covered with god-knows-how-thick of dirt and dust. So, i decided to take "her" to the regular car wash. Upon reaching there, i was a bit shocked to see different people operating the place already. "Where are those funny malay boys?" i thought. 3 indian guys were running the place, with 2 looking like they are into the mid 30s while the other young one i guessed might not pass the age of 20 yet. Well, nvm. I just wanted my car to get washed and vacuumed.

While the young boy was vacuuming my car, i tried to ask whether the previous owner had ciao away already or they would just be here for today. All i got was a smile accompanied by "aaa... ar-laa.. ahhh...darrr.." O.k.a.y. i smiled back but my mind went "heh???" One of the older guys approached to help the young boy and i asked the same question to him. "haa.. da..ah..ha. ya" and with a smile. Hmm... again i smiled back but in fact, i was a little bit sad in my heart. Well, it was obvious they didn't get any kind of education but yet they strived hard to survive. Respect that. I didn't know why but all of a sudden, the phrase "kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang" came to my mind. At the moment, I just told myself, "Bitch, look how lucky you are!". Then, i thought of tipping them. I'm not earning that much but a dollar or two less in my wallet just won't kill me yet. But hey, would it be an insult if i tip an older guy? Alrite, why not i just pass to the young boy? After the service was done, i handed the older guy RM10 and i asked how much was the entire service costed? Again to my surprise, "Ern-nam Rrringgit" and i was like freaking cheap. RM6? That was the price of 5 years ago! Lagi i kesian them laa... Anyway, as i was approaching the young boy ready to give him the balance, damn... the other older guy came and the 3 of them were talking to each other in their language. Sigh~ Ok-lar. Although it wasn't as clean as how those malay boys used to wash it, i'll still frequent them to let them earn my money.

I left the place and headed for town. Suddenly, the voice in my head shouted, "Oi, oi, U-turn, U-turn. Cavenzi!" My, my. Sheesshh.. My mind wandered off again. It was occupied by those 3 indian guys. Just pity them, u know. Luckily, i wasn't even halfway near the town yet else i gotta smack real hard on my own head for being such a "beauiful dreamer". Hehe.

Went to Cavenzi to order my bed. An Aslo. Got a Kama bed for Termite too. Damn cun. Hope that she'll be pleased :) And a tv cabinet as well. Did everything in less than 20 mins and i'm taking about buying furniture and not vegetables at the market :p Well, Uncle said it was the cheapest price and no further discount for everything. Fine. But he was kind enough to give me a free cushion, asking me to choose whichever colour i like. Suede cushion and boy, i just love it. I picked the one with the dark brown colour. But then my eyes caught the one in maroon. Damn it, damn it! I was only allowed to choose one. But that didn't take long for the light bulb to work. Eh-he. "Uncle, one only not good. One pair better. Give me another one free alright?". Uncle went "Err..." I chopped Uncle immediately, "Can-lar, can-lar, one is useless. Everything comes in pairs." Uncle then said, "Ok-lar, ok-lar." Ah-ha. Chong Sook Theng just sweet-talked a nice uncle and got 2 free suede cushions! They were definitely nicer than those she bought in Ikea last week. SYOK! But damn, she was stupid enough to choose 2 different colours. p.l.a.i.n.s.t.u.p.i.d. I couldn't decide which colour cos both looked nice and my mind told me to grab both. But i'm damn proud of my ability to sweet-talk people :p Mwuahahaha...

After that, i pigi town luurrr... For what reason neh, don't have to tell. But i'm gonna hug those cushions tightly and I.AM.NOT.LETTING.THEM.OFF! :p

Nutso saint

Fuaahhh~ I feel like a saint today. I really do feel like a saint. Mwuahahahah... Sorry, yours truly had gone nutso a little bit.

The Myth

I really love my favourite class which is TA3. The students are so lovely that they practically never fail to put a smile on my face each time we meet. The students for this batch are going to have their exam in 3 weeks time. Next week is their final week for this semester and then follow by a study week and voila! exam is on the week after next lurrr... They like me a lot and in return, i like them a lot as well. :) Hehe, don't believe me? I'm not that baddd, mmmkay? Try to ask one of them how nice am i treating them. You'll see :p

After this morning's class, I was taken aback when one of the female students suddenly went ahead with:

Student1: Miss, can we ask you one question arr?
Me: Yea, go ahead.
Student1: Miss, are you married arr?
Me: (wtf?) *laughs off* Do i look like i'm married to you?
Student1: See, i told you adi, she's not married (telling her friends)
Student2: Miss, we are just guessing only. Then you got boyfriend or not?
Me: (super wtf?) *opens eyes widely* huh? why-ar?
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Ok, there's more. I'm lazy to type. In conclusion:

• i was bombarded with personal questions by the entire class
• i've cleared their so called "myths"
• now they know how old am i

Instead of calling me "miss", my favourite student was calling me "sister" when i saw him 5 minutes ago. Wah bianggg! Die or not, you tell me??? -_____-"

He's leaving

He told Melur i cried
Melur asked whether i cried
I said "Siao, why would i cry? I didn't"
I was only depressed
I told him i didn't cry

I was in a sakit jiwa moment
I saw his Seiko watch
I told him it's for psycho
He said "You take things positively, huh!"

He told me he's leaving
I couldn't stop my tears from flowing
Why don't i cry when i should be crying?
Why am i crying when i should not be?

I asked him why
He told me he was here for complicated reasons
He is leaving also for complicated reasons
He will still come back once in a while

He told me things will be fine for me
I can still email him
I told him i'm afraid to battle the war alone
And i kept crying for 2 hours

He told me i made him feel like crying too
I'm sorry but i really don't want you to go
I still cry when i think about you leaving
Because i know no one is gonna defend me like you do

I wish you all the best and thank you so much for everything you've done to help me. I can visit you when i have the sufficient fund, right? :'(

What kind of ppl came out with this lame thing?

Rough days. Don't feel like updating my blog. Sakit jiwa. Really, really sakit jiwa. Anyway, i kena tagged. Though i tak suka the tagging tagging stuff la kan, and the last one i did was the Tujuh thingy (tagged by Nite) but I'm doing this becos i need something silly to lift my mood for the moment. Besides, I can do this since my mp3 player survived the "mishap". Before that, let me apologise for having "a-very-amp-tee-vee" player because i was labeled as "a-very-amp-tee-vee" person. And I wonder who on earth is so bloody free to create all those lame and silly questions and then expect someone to answer them in a very abnormal way. Hmm...

On how to answer the questions, (which you are lame enough to follow me to do so :p) just turn the whatever player you have to shuffle mode and start to be silly. Have fun!

1) How does the world see me?
(there's gotta be) more to life by stacie orrico - damn, i know i'm seen as dull but don't have to keep on reminding me there's more to life. bleh. this is my life, neh.

2) Will I have a happy life?
operator, the line is dead by jason lo - wahlau, damn.. God, seriously You wanna treat me like that meh? i'm tired already, You know or not?

3) What do people really think of me?
god must have spent a little more time on you by n'sync - guess so else i will not be this insanely insane lady here. Again, thank you, God.

4) Do people secretly lust after me?
just like a pill by pink - wow, do i really work like drugs? maybe i behave like a barbarian in a civilised way? ah-ha

5) How can I make myself happy?
don't lie by bep - i don't lie, i can't lie and i'm not good in lying. that's why i quitted my previous job :)

6) What should I do with my life?
pernah by ferhad - jangan mudah meluahkan isi hatiku? is that so? then i think i should keep my mouth shut from now onwards.

7) What would be good advice for me?
crazy by simple plan - no, thank you. this is not the current advice i need.

8) What do I think my current theme song is?
crazy in love by beyonce feat jay-z - *shakes mp3 player and bangs it repeatedly against the table*

9) What does everyone think my current theme song is?
crush by mandy moore - *thinks mp3 player is playing a trick*

10) What song will play at my funeral?
ugly by sugababes - omg! this is so.not.cool.wei. anyway, if i'm ugly then so are you :p

11) What type of women do you like?
i still by bsb - i still what? i still think i like women better is it? or i still think men are not meant to be liked?

12) What's my day going to be like?
far away by nickelback - yea, damn far away unless i don't have a long life which i really don't cos my lifeline says so, heh!

13) Why am I here?
lose control by missy elliot feat ciara - i'm here to lose control, break the rules and be a successful rebel. mwuahaha..

14) What will people remember me for?
with you by jessica simpson - the moment they spent with me? thank you :)

15) Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
khayalan by ruffedge - aduihhh, so kesian la me... okay, i'll keep on khayal-ing then.

16) What will this year be about?
come clean by hilary duff - err, come clean about what? if come clean then no longer have dark secrets adi. no secret means no privacy and confidentiality. sorry, i need my privacy as much as i need my confidentiality.

Can i, can i , can i taggggg:
- Haji Taib
- Bina Pagar
- Sour Lychee
- Nite
- An De Li
- Takizo
- anybody who feels like being tagged

Can i? Yes, i can, of course :p

And oh, on a very unrelated topic, i have been listening to Shannon Noll's Shine, Mary J Blige's Be Without You & Jason Lo's Operator, The Line is Dead over and over again. Mary J Blige's songs are always good and deep. Love No More Drama as well. People, give her songs and albums a try, will ya? :)

Burfday? Brithday? Urmmm...Birthday?

I'm still not in the mood to blog actually. I just can't get those visualizations out of my head yet. Just not yet. I'm not even sure if 1kg of Chocolate Indulgence or a cup of Chocolate Malt Ice-Cream with Choco Balls is enough to cure my current mental illness. I feel so sick. Perhaps when any of you see me, I won't be behaving as emotionally as what i'm defining myself right now. I don't know. That's just me, your typical ST. I will just look like any other sane person on the outer layer but at the same time, it's tangle-mangle (is there such a word? eh-he..who cares?) inside.

I remember once replying a bulletin on Friendster out of boredom. During that time, i just wrote what my mind had to offer. Guess what? I got immediate replies from friends which said what i had written freaked them. That was the first and last bulletin i replied and since then i had decided to stop in order to prevent you guys from getting heart attack at such a young age. Heehehe.. Perhaps, you people won't even know this side of me if i never write it down in the first place. That's the reason why people always see me as a cheerful and happy-go-lucky person? Is it because i always smile? Hmmm... think so... Probably i know how to draw the line clearly? Or maybe not so well? And how many of you will admit that you really think me of that way? I mean as the cheeky one. Mmm, can i say all? Eh-he.. Nevertheless, I don't really mind. Instead, i'm glad to bring happiness to people's life. I have nothing to lose. (and i gain self-satisfaction and that matters)

Oh yea, and a big thank you goes to those who care about me. At least you people let me know it is not the end of the world yet. Thanks for being supportive and asking me how am i doing rather than what had happened.(you know who you guys are) And i'm sorry if i didn't tell you guys what had happened. I just don't feel like talking about it anymore and to assure, i'm doing okay. So, no worries, alrite?

Somehow after years, i realise that suppressing everything within is not always good. But Librans tend to bottle up their feelings. That applies to me but i'm not sure about other Librans. A big contradiction there. Can't solve since my problem-solving skill sucks. Maybe i need more bigger bottles. In fact, i only told 2 persons and i think i still owe a person the truth. I can't hide. I need to come clean. Hmm..sorry, it's getting a little too draggy here.

Anyway, i don't do this often. In fact, i don't do this at all. But i'm doing it today. I just wanna say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUKA MENYAMPAH!

Ah-ha-ha... Yea, i don't want my blog to be a birthday wishes blog and that's why i never wish any of my friends here. But today is a special day for that special someone.

Hope that someday you'll realise that i actually love you for who you are.
Being the genuine you (which is the sloppiest, most menyampah and celupar person that makes you so original than anybody else) is one of the best gifts i've ever received.
I hope you'll get the best of everything and whatever you deserve.
At the same time, do take note that i *heart* you as much as i loathe you.
Lastly, Happy Birthday and i sayang you dearly. ;)

I can't be serious about all these, right?
But thank god, i don't have to do it verbally ;p

-Little things create big impact- Agree?

White flag

I would like to declare today is the:


WORST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!


WORST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!


WORST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!


WORST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!


It just couldn't go anymore wrong than this. The sueh-est day and incident ever occured in the history of my life. Whoever FCCBKSOB you are, i curse you to be banged by a car the first thing you cross the street tomorrow. Better still, God takes away your hands and feet since you do not know how to utilise God's good deed by giving you the ability that some people couldn't even have when they have wished for a million times. If the first curse does not work, i curse you for the second time where you'll rot to death in an old abandoned house and your corpse will not even be discovered because the wild dogs and cats will rip your flesh and bone which will not be savoured until the last bite because they stink just like when you were alive! Yea, even dogs and cats know how to differentiate and choose! And then your flesh and bone will be carried by the animals to every corner of the world and they will just drop it and *PHUI!* at places like on top of a lump of cowdung or with a mountain of used sanitary pads! Your body will be scattered everywhere and the point is I-DO-NOT-WANT-YOU-TO-REST-IN-PEACE, youfarkingchaocibaikiasonofabitch! When was the last time i scolded somebody CCB? Go figure! And thank you for ruining my life! Mentally and emotionally raped! In short, mindraping! *crying out loud in the center of the world*

I'm so traumatized by this whole incident that i feel a chill down my spine everytime the "what if, what if, what if" question pops into my head. The thought of it creeps me deeply inside and i can feel as if there's a thrust in my heart. So painful. I really, really hope like all the time, after a few days i'll be better. I feel very insecure right now. KL sucks. I want to go back to "A LOT OF STARS"!!! :'(

I don't feel like talking to anyone right now. I can't cry because my entire body hasn't recovered from the shock yet. Everything is farking dirty. My things are gone. All i want to do is to sleep and wake up with another better day ahead. But i have doubts on that because tomorrow is a farking thursday. I've never felt so defeated in such a long time. Gawd, why would You wanna make me go thru such a test/trouble anyway? At this moment, I just want to stay under my father's arms.

Mr. Bombastic, tell me fantastic

Do you have any idea how bad one may sound when he/she is trying too hard to including every single bombastic word in all his/her sentences? Let me tell you it'll be like...

T-H-I-S

bad, ok? It's like cramming all the students on the Metro 12 bus or having a mouthful of eggrolls in your mouth. My, my... why can't people just stick to simple English, making your point straight and clear rather than making a big fool out of yourself by trying to make everything as flowery as possible when it is not supposed to be? Eventually, the word M.E.S.S will be spelled instead of F.A.N.T.A.S.T.I.C. And do you know that remembering every single detail of everything will not do you good all the time? Instead, you creep people with that characteristic. Think about psycho-killers and you'll know what i mean.
You big monkey ass moron who stalked Yang Teramat Mulia Sampan Berbumbung! How dare you! Grrr~

*****

I love Naima. The sweetest thing today was watching Naima winning the title. Didn't know she had such a bad and rough time in her life before. I wanted to cry when she said she hated her body, her look and herself before joining the ANTM4. But now, she looks herself as a different person. A very pretty and beautiful one in a piece. *touched* She performed well throughout the entire show. Didn't behave like a Big B at all. She has a twin sister, btw. Did i already say i love her?

.: I'll call this "The X-Rated" bikini, lingerie, whatever :.

.: Yikes, is it shrinking? "The X-Rated", i mean, you dirty fellas :.

And boy, you call that a bikini, lingerie, whatever she's wearing? It's not even meant to be worn on your body! Kahlen's one wasn't that "conservative" either. Americans, tsk, tsk, tsk... And who's gonna buy that piece of kain buruk which doesn't serve its purpose, i wonder. That RM59.90 Pierre Cardin 2-piece is even better. Even Sloggi U-Back serves 10 times better. Whoopss :x Hmmm...~

Jelly good old days?

Had a conversation with another good old A.S friend. Known him for around 8 years? And we used to go to the same college. He reminded me of the good old days. Nice chap. Nope, am not gonna fall for him because he will always stay as a great pal. I felt that he had changed a lot but i couldn't tell in what sense. But he's definitely "warmer" compared to a snob he once used to be? Hehe... Below shows parts of the funny things he had spoken. Contents of the conversation had been altered to filter out the "must-censor-part" in order for it to be categorised under general view :) Have a good laugh! Oh yea, i can't reveal his identity but he was an egghead in Keat Hwa school :p

Egghead: Now you are a lecturer arrr
Me: How did you know i'm teachin?
Egghead: I'm psychic!
Me: Seriously, how did you know?
Egghead: My sources told me. Lil black birds that talk to me. You are doing ur masters what. That's why i ask when's your exam. Unless masters no need exam.
Me: Yalar, no need la. Alrite, don't change the topic. How did you know?
Egghead: What topic? <--- he's a great pretender!
Me: How did you know i'm teachin?
Egghead: hmmm........ last time what did u call urself adi ar? in irc. u were neutral kah? <--- he remembers! he has the shortest memory on earth! well, not that bad but definitely worse than mine!
Me: You remember!
Egghead: Yeah, u were cute the last time i saw u but that was sooooo long ago <--- damn, how many do not know i hate to be labelled seriously as cute after the age of 7? No one? Well, i'm no longer cute or whatsover especially after the age of 12! Ah-ha, but have been told lately by Termite that i'll be remembered as someone cheeky. Did i really bring that much of happiness to ppl? I don't remember. I only know that i'm the naughty cili padi to the max.
Me: Grrr~ m****i!!!
Egghead: Lecturer swear here and there, sure the students like you wan.
Me: Oi, i was asking how did you know i'm teaching laaa.. Don't give me lame answer like bbs.
Egghead: bbs? bbs=big black shit?
Me: Black BirdS.
Egghead: Ahhhh the good old days. So i'll let u choose. Do u wanna know when i thought u were cute, or how i found out u teaching
Me: Teaching
Egghead: Tomolo no class ka? <--- I wanna smack him hard on his head!
Me: Tomolo hamik day? You better answer me laa
Egghead: Saturday also got class de ma
Me: De ma de ma de ma. Ma de la u. <--- tired with his ke-blurblur-an
Egghead: Wooh, since when u become so cho loh. Last time u guai guai cute cute de
Me: Since you pretend to be blur la
Egghead: Why u wanna know leh? curiosity killed the cat
Me: No, my car did! <--- ah-ha-ha.. that's the tag in my car!
Egghead: I answered. You just didn't accept my answer leh
Me: That wasn't an answer. It wasn't the truth. I want the truth!
Egghead: It was. If i believed in god, i would swear on his name. <--- he's an idiot!
Me: Do you believe ur parents onnot?
Egghead: My parents still alive, can't swear on their graves <--- O_o *shows white flag*
Me: I wanna pinch u so hard if you ever say things which make me puke
Egghead: You only get to pinch me if you go out with me
Me: Why me? I'm sure your course is loaded with so called CUTE girls.
Egghead: I sat behind you during tuition. That was when i thought u cute. <--- he stirs my memory again. those innocent days.
Me: You've changed like a lot? The way you talk.
Egghead: I know why. Cos in the beginning i kek you so much that makes me happy. Hehe
Me: I mean you never talked like that last time. Everything was put into nice sentence. Instead of that, you might say this last time, "probably because in the beginning i've driven you mad and that makes me so happy?"
Egghead: I think i'd smack myself if i saw myself saying that.
Me: Alrite, how did you know i'm teaching?
Egghead: Go out with me and i'll tell you
Me: No, thank you. I don't think we have much things to talk about.
Egghead: Well, the first d*** is always awkward. Or at least i think so. *shivers*
Me: D***? Gosh. No d-word. Nah-ah-ah. Don't use that word, pls.
Egghead: What did u think going out meant?
Me: Nah, nope, pls, sorry.
Egghead: Hmm... guess i waited too long huh to ask u out on a d*** <--- *closes eyes and ears*
Me: When things should happen, they happen. When it's not, they don't. Perhaps, back in college i might have said yes. But then again, might not cos you were problematic.
Egghead: Why's that?
Me: You were smoking heavily, clubbing & jollying all that.
Egghead: Oh, i still smoke actually. Not that heavily anymore though. Been tryin to quit.
Me: Hope that you'll say TAK NAK one day, alright?
Egghead: Cha bor takut komitmen
Me: I'm sorry but i'm this insane cha bor
Egghead: That's why i asked. You stand out.
Me: Not that i stand out. Just that people nowadays, they just follow what other people do.
Egghead: And you don't
Me: Until they do not realise what they actually wanted
Egghead: You do what you want.
Me: That's about it.
Egghead: Hmmm, by the way, if you change your mind, let me know ya. Then i'll ask again <--- sorry, i'm still like THIS conservative piece of antique. :x
Me: Nah, feelings are supposed to be mutual
Egghead: Hmmm... but not everybody is psychic
Me: That's why nothing is gonna happen between us. Ah-haa..
Egghead: Hmmm... u enrol in that school of thought huh

Egghead, i'm not sure if you are reading this (probably not) but it was really a good memory how we became friends. I don't think i'll be able to talk to anyone like this. You are a much more carefree person than i am and that is why you handle things better than i am. Girls are always emo, right? Remember to tell me the 2.5 and that Spanar Jaya stories. :)

LiFe? WheeL? Hmmm... let me think

*Typical thursday so please fill in the blanks

Sigh~ ____________________ Yorrr... ____________________ Euwaaahhh... ____________________ Arggghhh!!! __________________ Cisss, __________________ Aduihhh... _____________________ Haihhh... ____________________ Fuhhh~ _____________________ hmmm....

Fuaa-Laa aihh wofohbua? Yeeyyy umm eh yueee... uuaaa, fuh-uaa fuh-uaa...Hmmm....

For yesterday and today, I've spent extra 80 mins and 60 mins respectively for my initial 3 hours. Am i a saint or what? How many of your educator would have done that? Somehow i feel that i'm committed and responsible for everything. Yea, they might be immature and probably may not even know how to appreciate the good deeds at all YET, but at least at the end of the day, i'm satisfied that i've put my effort in and will not look back the next day regretting i haven't done enough for something i'm passionate about.

Last week, i had my fav stud to the rescue. This week, i had a stud, well, he isn't really my stud but rather an unselfish stud who acted unselfishly in order to help me? and others as well? How often do you see someone like that? I can't find any words to define him because he's too rare. One in a jillion. Nope, not zillion but jillion. You would never find anyone who would help you like the way he helped me and neither you would help anyone like the way he did. No joke. It touched my heart in a way but not that kind of way lahhh, you know. And you have no idea and will never guess what he had done to gain my appraisal. But he successfully carved a smile on my face and inside my heart when i wasn't feeling the best of myself. Yea, it might be a short-lived smile and my problem would still be there after all but temporary happiness is always better than nothing right? And i don't mind the world to be filled with more people like him cos they will not fail to make the world more beautiful with the simplest thought. :)

Life is like a FERRIS WHEEL.
Sometimes you are up, sometimes you are down.

When you realise you are at the bottom, you feel that the surrounding is black and white. God takes away the wonderful colours from you. It's even worse when He snatches the palette away not letting you to paint the world again. At least not until He nods and allows you to do once more. Down here, although it's safer and warmer, you just can't help but to feel the "coldness" inside you which you can't define. People do not notice you just because you are too ordinary and "blended" into the society. The fear of unknown and uncertainty is inevitable.



When you are on top of the world, you smile. Eventhough the air is cool and you may shiver once in a while, the beautiful view you are looking touches your heart. And that creates a warmth. Suddenly the whole world is filled with colours right in front of your eyes. The air is the freshest you have ever breathed and you find that life is full of hopes once again.

But do remember, you will always need to go back to where you first started which is your initial point in order to enjoy the beautiful view from time to time. Rise and fall :) Mmmm...what's my current surrounding temperature then? I don't feel like one of Kenny Roger's roasters and not really near to a frozen pizza. I see myself standing outside a snow house. I know, God knows, everybody else doesn't. Hmmm...

"You can put a circle into a square but you can't fit a square into a circle."
Hmmm... this sentence has remained on my mind for quite some time and i think it fits perfectly into one of the pages of my life-principle book.

On the other hand, i think majority of Americans have hearing problem. Those who perform not so well (Ace what? Bucky who?) at the very beginning and continue to do the same every week stay in the competition. For those who have been performing like a superstar (first Lisa, then Mandisa. Katharine is next?) since the first show and constantly keep up the good work got voted out just because they could not nail a particular song for a single night. HeLLo? Clear the earwax can or not?????

Speed dial

Ngiak, ngiak, ngiak~ This cracks me up. She never fails to amuse me with her writings especially the truth about girls' behavior and expectation when it comes to making the "thing" works. I adore her honesty in certain issues. But fortunately in this case, i do not use Speed Dial. I'd rather search and dial. That's how old-fashion i am :p And seriously, which row do you prefer? Hehe... :D

*****
Meanwhile, in an unrelated incident, (che wahhh, like reporter only :p) when some people just do not want to admit their mistake/fault, they will come out will lame excuses or so called "standard rejection" by saying:

"Rules are rules."
"Whether you are disabled or not, parking without paying the parking fees is wrong."

This is like so F wei. Put yourself in that disabled woman's shoes, see you can talk that much of crap or not? Caring society? Layanan mesra? Senyum selalu? These are all bullshits! And please look at that pathetic MyKad advertisement on your idiot box. It really takes THAT LONG (several decades already?) for them to realise that they are actually behaving like an "uncivilized" servant? So, you still wanna talk about Vision 2020? Excuse me, is this another joke of the century?

The happy talk

Caught up with Ms. Northumbria again. She told me she is very happy right now. I was really glad to hear that and obviously i'm so happy for her like how i'm excited for my clown. Mr.T brought him white lilies (obviously Mr.T bought them first then only he brought them to her) and she was really touched. Sometimes, it's the simplest thought that counts. You don't need a bouquet cos you don't need it to sweep the floor since you have a proper broom to do the job. One stalk is enough to do the magic. I'm not sure how many out there will agree but Ms.Northumbria and i couldn't agree more. Some said trying to understand the females is like trying to find a needle in the deep blue ocean. Ms. Northumbria and i thought those are really dumbster's sons, dumboes. :p Because you can get a needle at the supermarket or any sundry shops so why must you dive into the ocean leh??? Is it touching your nose from the back is much more fun than touching it from the front? In short, don't complicate your thinking else you tend to dig your own grave without knowing it.

And she was pissed enough being stalked by Mr. Will-I-Am at 7am our local time and called him a S.O.B. Well, this is another good example of some people that do not play by the rules. I do no want to pinpoint but like Termite said, "kepala sapa yang kena katuk, dia lah yang rasa sakit". So, the next time when people say "enough is enough, leave me alone, i'm happy without you" to you, please get the hint and take a step back. Alright, i'm done with my preaching. Thank you :)

p/s: My mind has been microexpanded? or macroexpanded??? Haha, damn Termite. You are sounding exactly like... *You-Know-That-Chairman-cum-President-cum-Director*

Sorry readers. You are gonna get this same useless general infoshit i used to write when i first started. After all, this is NOT a personal diary! Expect things less focus on the inner layer of me or whatever that are wrapped under my skin or how those mighty brain cells work at odd hours. I guess i'll be better representing the thoughts of most females :)