Thinking in progress

Do you realise that often times, the person you love the most is the person that

• brightens up your day the most
• gives you happiness the most
• drives you mad the most
• makes you cry the most
• pisses you off the most

Deep down it hurts but at the same time, you can't say "I'm very angry with you" becauseyou know very well that hurts even more. What can you do is say not a single word and turn around. Slowly, you'll find pain in your heart and tears forming around your eyes. At the same time, try to take a deep breath so that the tears will not flow. The only thing is to pray for the time to wash it away as quickly as possible.

What does sacrifice means? Is enough really enough? Suffering silently or exposing it all? Why must some things change and not stay the same? Human nature? Trying? Not a good option. Where? Why? I don't know. Out of expectation. I've given a thought about it. I don't think I would want to speak again when i'm not required. Why when there's no audience? Or shall i say, why when your intended audience is not your original intended audience and your original intended audience is not your intended audience?

Ten pounds lifted off

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