The edge of losing sanity
I woke up this morning feeling confused because the day seemed so bright. I felt that something was not right. Before i could lay my feet on the floor, I had one of the biggest shocks in my life when my eyes caught the wall clock. Another 5 minutes to 10am, it said.
"NOOOOO!!!
NOOOOO WAYYY! NOOO!!!!!
THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!"
My heart dropped. I stared blankly at the wall clock. I was stunned for a few seconds before my clogged brain could actually direct me on what to do next. When i realised what was happening, i started to feel panic. I wanted to cry but the tears wouldn't flow. Since there was nuthin much i could do to help the situation, i started to curse.
It's FRIDAY and i cannot be up any later than 8am.
I cursed myself for relying too much on my mobile phone.
I cursed myself for not setting up the alarm clock.
I cursed myself for cursing too much.
If Haji Taib was around, my day could have been saved. I smiled when i found out that Haji Taib thought about Ungu. (provided that Ungu actually refers to me. hehe)
And oh, the luck didn't stop there. While i was entering my car, stepping my left foot in...
*cracking sound*
"NOOOOO!!!
NOOOOO WAYYY! NOOO!!!!!
THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!"
I really had no idea how could it be lying on the floor mat. I picked up the broken pieces. I closed my eyes with my left palm and told myself, "Be patient. Today is not my day. This week is an unlucky week. I might have to bear for the whole month if the bad luck follows. Breathe." I took a deep breath after that and proceeded on what i had to do. My sunglasses are now officially a history to me. By the way, it's not an ordinary pair but a pair with power for blind people like me.
It's only Wk1 and i've piled myself up with workloads and pressure. Yay! Let's see how strong those shoulders and legs are. What a great week to start a new semester. And that i haven't even touched on the stories about my new batch of moronic students YET! :/
p/s: Should i sing Daniel Powter's Bad Day or The Veronicas' When It All Falls Apart? Hmmm... I think i'll just sit back and relax AND THEN read that SKM journal. Work has to be done and life has to go on. And no, i do not need any kind of sympathy from you readers. Thank you. PERIOD
"NOOOOO!!!
NOOOOO WAYYY! NOOO!!!!!
THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!"
My heart dropped. I stared blankly at the wall clock. I was stunned for a few seconds before my clogged brain could actually direct me on what to do next. When i realised what was happening, i started to feel panic. I wanted to cry but the tears wouldn't flow. Since there was nuthin much i could do to help the situation, i started to curse.
It's FRIDAY and i cannot be up any later than 8am.
I cursed myself for relying too much on my mobile phone.
I cursed myself for not setting up the alarm clock.
I cursed myself for cursing too much.
If Haji Taib was around, my day could have been saved. I smiled when i found out that Haji Taib thought about Ungu. (provided that Ungu actually refers to me. hehe)
And oh, the luck didn't stop there. While i was entering my car, stepping my left foot in...
*cracking sound*
"NOOOOO!!!
NOOOOO WAYYY! NOOO!!!!!
THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!"
I really had no idea how could it be lying on the floor mat. I picked up the broken pieces. I closed my eyes with my left palm and told myself, "Be patient. Today is not my day. This week is an unlucky week. I might have to bear for the whole month if the bad luck follows. Breathe." I took a deep breath after that and proceeded on what i had to do. My sunglasses are now officially a history to me. By the way, it's not an ordinary pair but a pair with power for blind people like me.
It's only Wk1 and i've piled myself up with workloads and pressure. Yay! Let's see how strong those shoulders and legs are. What a great week to start a new semester. And that i haven't even touched on the stories about my new batch of moronic students YET! :/
p/s: Should i sing Daniel Powter's Bad Day or The Veronicas' When It All Falls Apart? Hmmm... I think i'll just sit back and relax AND THEN read that SKM journal. Work has to be done and life has to go on. And no, i do not need any kind of sympathy from you readers. Thank you. PERIOD
Purple Rose
1 Drops of Water:
At 17:56,
Haji Taib said…
Haha. I only left for 2 days. Chaos nampak. Chill, my best wishes are always with you, like cereals every morning. *grins*
gives a BIG Hug. *HUG*
cya soon!
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