Burfday? Brithday? Urmmm...Birthday?
I'm still not in the mood to blog actually. I just can't get those visualizations out of my head yet. Just not yet. I'm not even sure if 1kg of Chocolate Indulgence or a cup of Chocolate Malt Ice-Cream with Choco Balls is enough to cure my current mental illness. I feel so sick. Perhaps when any of you see me, I won't be behaving as emotionally as what i'm defining myself right now. I don't know. That's just me, your typical ST. I will just look like any other sane person on the outer layer but at the same time, it's tangle-mangle (is there such a word? eh-he..who cares?) inside.
I remember once replying a bulletin on Friendster out of boredom. During that time, i just wrote what my mind had to offer. Guess what? I got immediate replies from friends which said what i had written freaked them. That was the first and last bulletin i replied and since then i had decided to stop in order to prevent you guys from getting heart attack at such a young age. Heehehe.. Perhaps, you people won't even know this side of me if i never write it down in the first place. That's the reason why people always see me as a cheerful and happy-go-lucky person? Is it because i always smile? Hmmm... think so... Probably i know how to draw the line clearly? Or maybe not so well? And how many of you will admit that you really think me of that way? I mean as the cheeky one. Mmm, can i say all? Eh-he.. Nevertheless, I don't really mind. Instead, i'm glad to bring happiness to people's life. I have nothing to lose. (and i gain self-satisfaction and that matters)
Oh yea, and a big thank you goes to those who care about me. At least you people let me know it is not the end of the world yet. Thanks for being supportive and asking me how am i doing rather than what had happened.(you know who you guys are) And i'm sorry if i didn't tell you guys what had happened. I just don't feel like talking about it anymore and to assure, i'm doing okay. So, no worries, alrite?
Somehow after years, i realise that suppressing everything within is not always good. But Librans tend to bottle up their feelings. That applies to me but i'm not sure about other Librans. A big contradiction there. Can't solve since my problem-solving skill sucks. Maybe i need more bigger bottles. In fact, i only told 2 persons and i think i still owe a person the truth. I can't hide. I need to come clean. Hmm..sorry, it's getting a little too draggy here.
Anyway, i don't do this often. In fact, i don't do this at all. But i'm doing it today. I just wanna say:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUKA MENYAMPAH!
Ah-ha-ha... Yea, i don't want my blog to be a birthday wishes blog and that's why i never wish any of my friends here. But today is a special day for that special someone.
Hope that someday you'll realise that i actually love you for who you are.
Being the genuine you (which is the sloppiest, most menyampah and celupar person that makes you so original than anybody else) is one of the best gifts i've ever received.
I hope you'll get the best of everything and whatever you deserve.
At the same time, do take note that i *heart* you as much as i loathe you.
Lastly, Happy Birthday and i sayang you dearly. ;)
I can't be serious about all these, right?
But thank god, i don't have to do it verbally ;p
-Little things create big impact- Agree?
I remember once replying a bulletin on Friendster out of boredom. During that time, i just wrote what my mind had to offer. Guess what? I got immediate replies from friends which said what i had written freaked them. That was the first and last bulletin i replied and since then i had decided to stop in order to prevent you guys from getting heart attack at such a young age. Heehehe.. Perhaps, you people won't even know this side of me if i never write it down in the first place. That's the reason why people always see me as a cheerful and happy-go-lucky person? Is it because i always smile? Hmmm... think so... Probably i know how to draw the line clearly? Or maybe not so well? And how many of you will admit that you really think me of that way? I mean as the cheeky one. Mmm, can i say all? Eh-he.. Nevertheless, I don't really mind. Instead, i'm glad to bring happiness to people's life. I have nothing to lose. (and i gain self-satisfaction and that matters)
Oh yea, and a big thank you goes to those who care about me. At least you people let me know it is not the end of the world yet. Thanks for being supportive and asking me how am i doing rather than what had happened.(you know who you guys are) And i'm sorry if i didn't tell you guys what had happened. I just don't feel like talking about it anymore and to assure, i'm doing okay. So, no worries, alrite?
Somehow after years, i realise that suppressing everything within is not always good. But Librans tend to bottle up their feelings. That applies to me but i'm not sure about other Librans. A big contradiction there. Can't solve since my problem-solving skill sucks. Maybe i need more bigger bottles. In fact, i only told 2 persons and i think i still owe a person the truth. I can't hide. I need to come clean. Hmm..sorry, it's getting a little too draggy here.
Anyway, i don't do this often. In fact, i don't do this at all. But i'm doing it today. I just wanna say:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUKA MENYAMPAH!
Ah-ha-ha... Yea, i don't want my blog to be a birthday wishes blog and that's why i never wish any of my friends here. But today is a special day for that special someone.
Hope that someday you'll realise that i actually love you for who you are.
Being the genuine you (which is the sloppiest, most menyampah and celupar person that makes you so original than anybody else) is one of the best gifts i've ever received.
I hope you'll get the best of everything and whatever you deserve.
At the same time, do take note that i *heart* you as much as i loathe you.
Lastly, Happy Birthday and i sayang you dearly. ;)
I can't be serious about all these, right?
But thank god, i don't have to do it verbally ;p
-Little things create big impact- Agree?
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