The silent killer

Do you have any idea what or who is actually a "silent killer"? I remember back then i used to see some posters in the hospital regarding heart attack which is known as a "silent killer". I think i'm currently under attack by this "silent killer". But the thing is, this "silent killer" of mine is actually taking orders from its boss to torture my mental slowly which eventually causes my heart to beat 20 times faster than the original heart rate just because i am extremely mad inside! Geram, geram, ish, ish... Fuhyooo... i tell you what, i seldom use the word "hate" because somehow i think the four-letter word is just too strong. No matter how hard a person tries to piss me off, i try my best to avoid the word "hate" to describe my feeling towards the person. I do not like to hate anybody or anything. But in this case, i'm pissed to the super max where it actually hits my boiling point yet there seems nothing i can do about it. Other than pretending to be blind and stupid to make myself feel better, i don't think i can do anything to improve the situation. Anyway, i just want to say that......

WAIT. Are you ready for it? Yea? Okay. Here it goes
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I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TRY TO GET MY SYMPATHY WHEN THEY KNOW EXACTLY I'M THIS COTTONY SOFT-HEARTED PERSON!

ARGHHHHH!!!

THIS IS SO WRONG!
TAKING ADVANTAGE ON MY WEAKNESS IS NEVER RIGHT!

I've no idea what kind of world am i in. I only know that I've made my point fcuking clear. Keep on acting how pathetic it is to have lost something precious and not moving on, i'm just gonna spit on that. *ptui, ptui, ptui* Continue for another period of time and i may consider giving out an Oscar for "The Best Act" or "The Sissy of the Century". Or maybe not simply because i may be dead by then of being too hot! My internal temperature skyrockets and boils me to death. Human crisp. Yikes!

For the N-th time, i'm gonna repeat, i CANNOT, CANNOT, CANNOT stand sissies! Especially pretending like/to be one to get my attention and sympathy. Oi, how to rely? Tell me how to rely larrr. That's SO outdated, mmmkay? O.U.T.D.A.T.E.D nahhh...

That's it. If you are taking chillies, chilli powder, chilli sauce or chilli con carne, you can taste the hotness and spiciness inside your mouth. FeeL it!

AND GUESS WHAT?
HIATUS MODE IS STILL ON!

p/s: i seriously beg not to be mindstalked and mindfcuked. Enough is ENOUGH!