Grrr~!!!

I'm farkingly mad rite now.. I'm mad mad mad and more madness to come!!!!! A nuisanse, bloody idiot, moron, faggot or whatever shit you wanna address him, got my car's front bumper scratched. I've never been so mad and angry at someone until i wanted to show him/her my middle finger. This son of a bitch simply showed his right signal light and got his bloody steering wheel 180 degrees turned without even bothering whether there were cars behind. Worst of all, he was on his retarded handphone yakking all the way. The driver of WGD 8252 with ah beng-ish dark blue Wira, i'm goin to curse you till the end of the world! You are an uneducated, uncivilised and unreasonable piece of rubbish living in the society. I do hope road bully like you get whipped every 7 days once got caught. I'm very generous already because i'm praying for the High Court to impose jailed rapist to get their ass whipped everyday! And no, i'm not being mean. They deserve it for ruining other ppl's life. Gosh~ I'm complaining the traffic every Monday. I hate this!

It's another weekend

Hmm... Back to another typical silent weekend. This weekend is not goin to be the same. Don't think will get to see my 2 bros today like i used to for the past 2 weekends. I do miss them. I miss all the laughters. I miss my own whining asking them to get me things that i want. I miss all the small and silly acts. It is seldom that my 2nd bro gives me a surprise. He gave me one last week and i'm goin to remember it for the rest of my life. I'm touched. Though i didn't literally mention the word "thank you" (very lou thou among siblings, you know), i was very thankful deep down my heart. (Hah, it was a good lie and i fell for that. Yes, i did fell for that!!!) Anyway, as a consolation, i think i get to see another person today ;D Jinnie, Jinnie, Jinnie!!!

WHy ar WHy, so sorry to FFK you after all the planning. Leceh noh jadi pompuan... Btw, tonite you better don't show me your face anywhere nearby 1U!!! If you do, act like you dunno me, ok!!! ;p

When the heart speaks

Confidence is what i'm lacking
Faith is what i'm having
Hope is what i'm needing
Sunshine is what i'm searching
Time is what i'm giving

ST

KL traffic jam = unpredictable

School holiday had started. Yesterday's traffic was rather clear. But could someone please tell me what was wrong with this morning traffic? It was worse than yesterday and any other day. Bumper-to-bumper crawl? Bullshit! I couldn't even CRAWLLL..... ;( As if it wasn't enough, a man inside a black Proton Wira had his eyes piercing at me. He had this man in his army suit as driver. When i had a glance on the car's number plate, it read ZZ and followed by numbers i couldn't remember. Oh, army ler tuu... So, what was the big deal? His face expression during the 3 seconds glance wasn't the typical "You-owe-me-2milliondollars" but more to "Get off my way". I was like "Duhhh, I dun care you are pangkat satu or pangkat dua or fight bermati-matian for the country. This is not your road and i ain't goin to open the road for you. If you are late, i'm late too, idiot. Keep on "crawling" like everyone else lerrr." Cisss...

My car's digital clock showed 0908 and i was nowhere halfway my workplace. Like the day couldn't get anymore worse than that, my tummy was growling like hell. Aduih...I guessed i had used up all the energy from my breakfast cursing the traffic ;( or i actually used it all up to think of someone? Ahhhh...must be the former.

Geeezz...

Geeezz... Charlie and The Chocolate Factory, the movie I've been waiting for so long. Instead of having a big smile hanging on my face, I was disappointed with the movie after watching it. The story wasn't really as nice as the book. Roald Dahl would probably wake up from his coffin cursing the entire movie. Tim Burton spoilt my childhood story by bringing that into reality. Fortunately, being a good actor, Johnny Depp successfully prevented the movie from plunging into a deep ravine. Matilda is a better adaption.

p/s: oompa loompas and their songs were ruined too. grrr~

A month and a year to remember

Okay, okay. I know this is late but I just wanna wait for my bro's photos too. It's definitely a month and a year to remember. Pa's wishes have finally being fulfilled after waiting for so many decades. This must be the best birthday gift for him of so many we have given. To my bangang bro, i'm so proud of you. We've made it ;D Photos can be viewed here but there are only 26 of them. I'm sorry because i'm getting tired from resizing each photo. Thanks to Exilim for making the size of each photo with a minimum of 3MB. 26 is a record to me already...BLarhhh...

.: Gosh, juz love purple roses so much. Don't ask me why :.

Purple Rose

Another colleague of mine, well, let's call him ShyGuy, is actually calling me a Talkative Purple Rose while Obijin today comes up with a new nickname for me which is Princess Leia... Cos i always complain "Lei arr.." (which means tired) when they crap too much. Hmm...i think i'm nothing better than a Talkative Purple Rose... Kewl~

p/s: I'm still goin with my instinct. ShyGuy isn't a shy guy. I'm suspecting something more behind the spectacles. A serial killer on loose perhaps. ;/

Do Re Mi

Do, Re and Mi had gone their separate ways many many years ago. They hadn't spent much quality time together ever since the day they had chosen their own path. To add to the misery, there hadn't been any great opportunity seen to bring them stay together for long. They could only look back to the memories they had together during the younger days and smiled.

Lately, Fa saw the power that existed almost two decades ago bouncing back slowly. Do, Re & Mi had finally emerged again after a long pause. Their power were getting stronger day by day like they used to be. The power of three had reunited under one roof simply because of the existence of one great force. The great force was none other than Pee Ass Tuu.

Ever since that slim & square black box be a part of the family, the idiot box no longer was Fa's companion. Not only Do, Re & Mi stole Fa's idiot box but they were so obsessed with PAT that they spent whatever freetime they had paying attention on PAT and the idiot box. Unfortunately, PAT could only attend 2 persons at a time. Either the combination of Do & Re, or Re & Mi, or Do & Mi. The third person would normally sit down by the side admiring the other 2 having a fun time with PAT. Fa couldn't stand the sight of seeing any of the two spending time with PAT whenever she opened the door when she got home. The sight of the 3rd person irked her much more. Finally, Fa could no longer hold her breath. She scolded Do, Re & Mi "You three have gone nuts! Luckily PAT can only attend 2 persons at a time else i don't know what will happen to you all." Did that just trigger something off??? Fa should have kept her mouth shut. Instead of improving the current situation, Fa actually got herself into deeper trouble. Re answered "Yea larr, we can actually get an adapter and makes PAT attend to the 3 of us at the same time." Invisible smoke came out from Fa's nose and both her ears.

*****

I'm goin to collapse if my bros continue to do this. None of them is answering the phone call when they are fully concentrated on a game match. Not even the one who's WATCHING only. In the end, I'm the one who pick up the call. What makes them even greater is when the MAYOR calls on the saat-saat genting asking for one of them, Do tells Re "You go lar, you go lar." and Re tells Mi "You go lar, you go lar." Grrr...~ What do i do? I shout "COME AND ANSWER!!!" and baru kelam-kabut jumping over the wires to settle that 10 seconds talk. Kill me or kill Sony's invention? I think should be me.

It's almost gone by why am i still feeling dizzy?

The haze is almost gone. But i felt like passing out this morning. Lack of sleep and stuck in a traffic jam for more than one hour is definitely not doing anything good. Tsk, tsk, tsk...

Mask for you?

"My name is Alice and I remember everything."

I was joking with my colleagues. The whole KL city looked like a scene in Resident Evil 2 since Day 1 when the haze struck. The city looked dead and lifeless since then. At times, I found myself wandering alone (like the game, Silent Hill) cos the condition was so bad that I could hardly see anyone a few metres away. Like not enough, those smokers wanted the Hari Kiamat to arrive faster by puffing away with their cigarrettes. Thanks for penetrating the ozone layer.

Did the condition improve this morning? Not sure. But I've seen so many "ninjas" on the street since yesterday. People were crazily grabbing all the masks available in any pharmacies & personal stores, from Guardian to Watson's. Even some of my colleagues sacrificed their lunch time to hunt for those masks. There were some morons taking advantage of this situation to sell those cheap masks for an unreasonable price. Imagine my boss's secretary bought a mask that cost her more than RM20. She said that "special mask" was good because it had a FILTER. *pengsan tiga kali pengsan* I guessed all were probably sold out by now whether the expensive Darth Vader-look-alike masks or the paper-thin ones.

Anyway, a "kiasu, kiasee & kiaboh" person wanted a mask too. I was being generous and told KKK not to buy since I MIGHT get it from my bro but I wasn't 100% sure that i could get it. Being the typical KKK, not only he didn't believe me because he thought it was impossible to get it since everywhere was running out of masks, but pissed me off with his usual bloody "Chapter 2: How to be a successful KIASEE" attitude. Fark you, KKK. When i got home, 10 free masks were waiting to greet me. (Yeah, you are not getting any of it from me, LOSER! I wish you luck in hunting for a better mask so that you can live longer with your KKK life!)

By the way, I'm not wearing and not goin to wear one of those masks. First, it makes me harder to breathe (eh, maroon5? kekeke) and second, i think i look weird. Like a ninja or spy or some undercover agent. Third, i'm not kiaseeeeee!!!

The 3rd reason actually drove my mum up the wall this morning. When i was preparing myself to go to work, she was there asking me to wear a mask. I told her "No" and she kept nagging while i was combing my hair. All I heard was something which went "must wear must wear... cannot don't wear.. the condition is very bad.. yesterday your bro also felt dizzy and the haze had him in his teary eyes..wear your specs also.." I went on defending myself and said " No, he's weak, i'm not.. Besides, it's not a virus like SARS where ppl can die.." Mum quickly chopped me off and said "Do you know you have a sensitive nose????!!!! You know onnot, har??? Who said cannot die, haze can make ppl die oso.." To satisfy her and stop her from nagging i went "kekekeke" and "Okay, Okay.." But she continued with the grumbling and mumbling thing because she knew that her daughter never listened to her. (Hehehe...my bros & I only listen to the Mayor a.k.a my pa) The last thing i heard when i was at the door was " wear your specs arrr....". I couldn't help myself but to pull off a joke on my mum. I said to her "Ma, you oso got wear specs.. All women oso wear lehhh." (See, i'm too exposed.. I do not know where i learn all these rubbish but definitely not from my bros. Maybe some of you do not understand what i've said too. Forget it, then) Then, i laughed off. Guess she didn't get my joke and continued "remember to wear the mask and specs.." Off i went ignoring all her words..*Aiya!*

On my way to work, i saw a motorcyclist which was a woman probably in her 40s scolding a driver "N*a M* G*h H*i A*" *sweat baby, sweat*. I didn't hear those magic words but i read it from her lips. ;D I saw another motorcyclist behind the car laughing. Didn't know what happened but must be the usual case, driver almost knock down the motorcyclist. Then i thought about the other day when i said "die hard laa" and KW went on spontaneously with "die hard, h*il*t, sounds the same worrr." *double sweat, baby* My eyes rolled and we both laughed out so loud but the other girls didn't understand about it at all. (shit, i think i know too much about things that a normal girl shouldn't know)

Back to the haze. A fart is definitely fresher than the hazardous air right now. Given a situation where you are trapped on a desert without a drop of water, you are forced to drink your own urine in order to survive. I'm wondering will the kiasees smell other ppl's farts when the API level hits 600. Hee hee hee...Haaa haa haa... Long life, kiasees..Smell my fart, you jackass!

Cdchbzshmf sghr sn rnldnmd

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough by PATTY SMYTH

I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter
to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

And there's no way home
When it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

And there's a Danger in Loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

* H'l rnqqx sgzs h cnm's gzud sgd ftsr sn sdkk xnt sghr. Sghr hr mns sgd qhfgs shld. Sgd shnhmf htrs hrm's qhfgs.

In the sky

Juz got back from Petronas Twin Towers ;D ;D ;D (for working purpose, of cos) Great environment. High security. Nice & sweet~. Too good to be true that i was there. For a second, i thought i was in one of the MIB scenes. Now, tell me what is better than working in the sky??? Nahhh...juz too unsafe, baby... way too unsafe. Look at what happened to the WTC. Hmm...

.: You don't have to be at the skybridge to enjoy this ;D :.

.: My special visitor pass & i dun have to face a long queue for it! ;D :.

I can't believe I'm saying this

I hate to say this... but I'm starting to love my job. Damn~

Where's Tony Jaa?

Mai l*hhh..... How come Tom Yum Goong is not under GSC's "coming soon" list already??? It's not even under the "now showing" list! X#$%*X!!! Apa dah jadi???

When i check www.cinemaonline.com.my , I see this:
TOM YUM GOONG (thai with eng. subtitles)Release date delayed(Action)

Denggg.....~
If the movie can't make it to the cinema, I might go crazyyy...

Weatherman oh weatherman!

The weather is kinda unpredictable these few days. My head is god damn heavy right now and i see stars spinning above my head. Almost passed out on the street this morning. Hope that i can crawl through the entire day safely. Dizzy~ dizzy~ Another 10 mins for me to recharge my energy... BLarrhhh..... ;(

HOW LONG ARE YOU GOIN TO STAY LIKE THIS, MR. WEATHERMAN?