Photo Shoot

Lately i've seen many of the girls in my course including a few of my classmates getting their photos taken nicely in a studio. Seriously, some of them really looked great. (not everyone oso photogenic oneee...) I, myself never liked and never thought of getting my own set of photos shot in the studio all this while because it was quite an "ah lian" thing to do and and and.. the blur and haze effects (the part which i hated most) make it even more "ah lian" punya look. (as if someone dreaming) Plus the fact that i like those models' pics in the magazine better. Why could those been taken nicely? But i think now the quality and outcome of studio pics are different from those days already. Memang got those model feel one.(maybe not model, but at least a cover girl feel)

My classmate did ask me whether wanna get our photos taken or not. (hmm..tricky question, huh?) Well, wait till i gathered enuff courage first (may be one of the last few craziest things to do b4 stepping to another level) and you people might/might not get the chance to see 'em.. tee hee ;)

Uhhh...got one final assignment to go and last dumb presentation next week. How on earth i got picked randomly out of the group to present?? Bad luck lorrr (very sueh.. buy magnum ya mm si, not buy ya mm si leh..siao eh! 10000 numbers to choose from, u can strike so easily meh? then everyone is a billionairre adi.. dat's why i dun like to gamble 4D lorr.. invest on other better rite? insurance? yor... better dun bring this up, else "strike" again and will be bugged by TW) Regarding the presentation, i think Patrick Tay will be giving me a hard time, huh? Hopefully not...

I'm a force of nature, are you?

I was at the Concert for Tsunami Aid last friday. Didn't really plan for it but rather a very very last minute decision to go.(started at 7pm only decided at 5.30pm)People!!! Hehehe...dun get jealous, huh.. it was one of the coolest events of the year and how could i deny it being great? In fact, the concert was fabulous!!! ;) (the best part would be i dun have to pay 552 but i got a 552 seat.. VIP one lehh..muahahaha!! dun get jealous on me ;p)

It took me a while to digest cos i was really ecstatic to see so many huge celebrities up-close in just a single night. It was too many of them for me to list down but Clay Aiken caught me by surprise! Tee hee... ;) The night started off with Lauryn Hill, followed by Innuendo and Sheila Majid. Everyone sang along when it came to Belaian Jiwa, the song that most Malaysians familiar with. Then, Sheila collaborated with Innuendo, Dayang and Anuar Zain (urhh, only got to know he's Ziana's bro) to deliver Ikhlas Tapi Jauh. I remembered listening to this song when i was in primary school (about 9 i guess) when Cikgu Ghani was teaching those kakaks to sing it during Hari Ucapan but i had no idea when did i pick up those lyrics and i managed to sing out every single word so well! ;p (you know what, being a Malaysian, one at least should know songs like Kau Ilhamku, Cinta Di Akhir Garisan, Seribu Impian, Bagaikan Puteri, the two mentioned above and a few others, else... *_*)

Anyway, BoyzIIMen performed a great show. Although they were no longer "boys" yet they could still sweep young girls off their feet with their classics such as On Bended Knees and End of The Road. Hands down on them. I didn't know how to describe but they were simply irresistable. (just too good to be rejected even after so many years they have not been in the limelight)

When it came to BSB and BEP, i shouted at the top of my lungs and cheered like a mad lady! ;) Not that i'm a big fan or anything but i was just ecstatic. In fact, i'm not even a fan of both groups yet i know how to sing their songs especially BSB. (weirdoe me) Their "Black & Blue" album was really great and i love it so much compared to "Millennium".(never like any of their albums before "Millennium") Do not have any particular crush on one of the hunks (i don't go ga-ga over them like my cousins) but if i have to choose one, Brian it would be. Juz the nice, cute and clean gentleman type ;)

FERGIE is so HOT!! she could do somersault, shout for hours and dance like a hot chick! finally, got one of my dreams fulfilled, huh! It was worthed the money after all for the fun and joy. ;)

Hmm..it's 28th today. Tomorrow is the day when Avril is supposed to perform here together with Simple Plan doing the opening act. Instead of her, only Simple Plan will show up. Avril's stop included Bangkok and Singapore too but pheen-pheen Malaysia is out. Urrghhhh!!! how frustrated i am! Must be the "Ma Chan" giving her a hard time. (else i can rock like a baby again ;p) Tsk..tsk.. tsk... sad sad sad.. ;(

Mae, I'm worried about you. My arms and ears are always open for you and you can count on my shoulders to lean on. Miss you so much and hope to see you soon.

Luv ya always,
-Theng-

What's wrong with me? What's wrong with these people?

Well, really what is so wrong with me???? Why did i keep asking myself that question? The problem is I've been having McD at least twice every week!!!(I feel uneasy if i didn't have it once a week) That's so wrong with me!!! Gosh...their slogan had been put so well.. I'm REALLY Lovin' It!!! And they've came out with the 6.50 value meal these few days (gonna be a good or bad news to me? you be the judge) My friends kept saying there's nuthin nice to eat when i said i was so addicted to McD and i could say everything out on the menu like a machine in a breath. And I successfully annoyed them by doing so.. kekeke.. I guess i'm sort of out of my mind already, huh?

The first thing that encountered me earlier this week was this Kenari which double-parked and blocked my car (happens so often ever since my Uni moved to PJ). The situation was worse in PD Block compared to PA Block last time. I guessed the ppl in Sec17 were so relieved and cheering when we moved to PD Block because basically we were blocking every corner of their ways. The weather was damn hot and i couldn't wait to get back and enjoyed myself in the air-cond room. But i gotta call this Kenari owner and waited for him to remove his car. When he arrived, i saw him peeping me through my side mirror (who cares? as long as you shooohh urself out of my way). Then i successfully came out from the parking space and got back. Only i realised this Mr. Kenari sent me a message saying "sorry, bla bla bla..you look nice, wat's ur name?". huh?? Someone working in the CSC CSA still doing this kind of lame thing? Hello?? I'm not those that u can befriend on the street.. It's not like i'm stuck-up or arrogant or watever you wanna call it but I DON'T like to know strangers!!(unless someone who can strike a really good conversation but the probability is very low).

Again when i was attending DSS lecture in Beta Group, all of a sudden i got a tap on my shoulder. This guy behind passed me a piece of folded note and i tot i was supposed to pass it around. When i read, the front note said "To the girl wearing pink T-shirt". my mind paused a while. wtf?? only i realised i was the one wearing pink T. I turned around and before i could say a word, a guy and a girl behind nodded indicating "yea, yea it's for u". I couldn't remember well what was inside the note but it went something like "I'm sorry to disturb you but I'm attracted to you..." Sheeesshhh...Apa ini?? Budak-budak sekolah menengah lagi ke? I really disliked ppl to get to know someone in this way. Why could i get so well with my DCN buddies? Because they earned my respect in the first place when they got to know me (in a proper and gentleman way). I remembered there was this guy in my dip doing the same and all i did was slammed down the phone when he called. Firstly, he didn't even get my permission to my numbers (I really hate ppl doin sneaky things) and secondly, he was too coward to admit who he was when i confronted him. When strangers called, i'd make sure they wouldn't dare to make the second call cos i'd question them like prisoners+my LC tone.. kekekeke
For the note, i juz left it on the table when i left and i was not bothered to find out who it was for being childish. Anyway, if the note had started in an attractive way something like "I couldn't help but to notice you..", at least you are getting my attention!! DOink! ;p

All of a sudden N came to talk to me this week..almost 2 years we've known each other but we seldom talked. Only exchanged smiles when we met each time. i was suspicious when he suddenly talked to me in a weird manner. first, he jokingly said that he would court me then proceed to asking my numbers and every other source of my communication channel. he was really fishy huh..(Andry, to me, he looks exactly like you physically ;p)

To Aiza: We've been keeping a low-profile..(like some sort of song lyrics, huh?) kekeke.. Get wat i mean?? U taught me dat ;) Hope that i had really saved you from ur frens dat nite.

Anyway, all these were juz a part of my life and i hope it would not affect me in a way.

Current mood: A little excited (cos couldn't wait to meet mum this Friday ;))
Current weather: Cloudy
Listening to: You're a God

Wishing i was there

This got to be one of the most crucial times in my life. I could afford no mistakes in this final semester. Last week was kinda like hell for me. Went through a lot of stuffs but DSS was the thing dat upset me so so much. Nevertheless, after receiving 2nd bro's mms this morning, i felt like writing this down.

Mum's op was this morning. I called her a day before to make sure she was alright. A minor op though. The first thing i received this morning was 2nd bro's mms (he sent me mum's op pic directly from the OT). A bit shocking and suddenly i felt like crying with no particular reason. I didn't know why. That mms might be nuthin to anyone who got used to those scenes but it would be a different story when u know it was someone close to you. Maybe everyone tot that it was a minor op (well, it is really a minor op) but i still tot it would be much proper if i was there with mum.

I remembered few years back when mum got admitted due to urine infection. She was grumbling so much about PPU and how bored it was to be there. But the 5 of us (me, 3 bros and father) were so naughty that we teased her cukup-cukup with things like "you want us to install Astro here for u?" and "you wanna stay in the hotel?". Mum is a very simple lady. She doesn't mind anything at all even if she gets the worst on earth. But that was the first time we saw her behaved like a child and that's why we decided to gave her all the shots. Although we were tired with her at the moment, I still wanna be by her side and even now at this moment but i couldn't. Father called to advise me yesterday to make sure that i studied well and don't let anything come to my mind right now for my own future sake. Well, he tot i was goin to have my finals soon but nope...instead it was my 3rd bro (yea, dat lamnua beng a.k.a rojak buruk gonna graduate in a month's time i guess) he's so sloppy that i couldn't stand him (everyone in the house can't stand his slow-motion attitude). When i condemned about his physical attire, he told me "like this only ppl won't rob me larr". Hopeless dude.

Anyway, i still hope i'm at mum's side right now. Gonna call my bro to check on later.

Current mood: Mediocre but gonna reach the bottom level soon (praying in my heart)
Current weather: Raining heavily
Listening to: Rage your dream