I'm almost "physically" & "mentally" dead

I miss my study life!!! I miss my Uni life but most of all, i miss my college life!!! :'( Working sucks!!! it really sucks so well~ Not that the environment is no good or anything, instead everything is on the opposite side. My superior is good, my senior colleagues are good, the benefits are good, the pay is good, and i have no barriers. I can do anything with the Dell (yea, stupid Dell again) PC provided to me..Yes, ANYTHING!!! (but i'm not downloading any porno cos it SUCKS!!! Those actors & actresses suck too!!) In fact, everything is good but i'm NOT enjoying what i'm doin!!! Again i stress, I'M NOT..I would rather read a story book right now than sitting here thinking of what i should be doin instead. Duh... why didn't i bring one along today?? Martin is on leave... Sheesshh...Look at the brain damage my current job is giving me.. I may be a retarded person in a very short period of time if it is to go on like this.

passing DK C & DK D (biggest hall)...in front of the library...spotted an ATM..have a peek inside the library..guards yawning..continue to move on..along the way, there are some lockers..went through Block M (which belongs to SOT) and stacks of staircase including climbing some little hills..passing through some smelly toilets.. walking and dragging to Canteen 1, pausing to look at the "Bubble Tea" stall and step-by-step down the stairs...Voila!!! reach "yam yam park" and having Pre-U block (this block is for the suckers!!) situated in front.. I'm crazy!! i'm just crazy already!! i bet everything has changed by now... ;(
only some ppl will understand what i'm describing..sigh~~~it proves that i'm looking back