Wishing i was there
This got to be one of the most crucial times in my life. I could afford no mistakes in this final semester. Last week was kinda like hell for me. Went through a lot of stuffs but DSS was the thing dat upset me so so much. Nevertheless, after receiving 2nd bro's mms this morning, i felt like writing this down.
Mum's op was this morning. I called her a day before to make sure she was alright. A minor op though. The first thing i received this morning was 2nd bro's mms (he sent me mum's op pic directly from the OT). A bit shocking and suddenly i felt like crying with no particular reason. I didn't know why. That mms might be nuthin to anyone who got used to those scenes but it would be a different story when u know it was someone close to you. Maybe everyone tot that it was a minor op (well, it is really a minor op) but i still tot it would be much proper if i was there with mum.
I remembered few years back when mum got admitted due to urine infection. She was grumbling so much about PPU and how bored it was to be there. But the 5 of us (me, 3 bros and father) were so naughty that we teased her cukup-cukup with things like "you want us to install Astro here for u?" and "you wanna stay in the hotel?". Mum is a very simple lady. She doesn't mind anything at all even if she gets the worst on earth. But that was the first time we saw her behaved like a child and that's why we decided to gave her all the shots. Although we were tired with her at the moment, I still wanna be by her side and even now at this moment but i couldn't. Father called to advise me yesterday to make sure that i studied well and don't let anything come to my mind right now for my own future sake. Well, he tot i was goin to have my finals soon but nope...instead it was my 3rd bro (yea, dat lamnua beng a.k.a rojak buruk gonna graduate in a month's time i guess) he's so sloppy that i couldn't stand him (everyone in the house can't stand his slow-motion attitude). When i condemned about his physical attire, he told me "like this only ppl won't rob me larr". Hopeless dude.
Anyway, i still hope i'm at mum's side right now. Gonna call my bro to check on later.
Current mood: Mediocre but gonna reach the bottom level soon (praying in my heart)
Current weather: Raining heavily
Listening to: Rage your dream
Mum's op was this morning. I called her a day before to make sure she was alright. A minor op though. The first thing i received this morning was 2nd bro's mms (he sent me mum's op pic directly from the OT). A bit shocking and suddenly i felt like crying with no particular reason. I didn't know why. That mms might be nuthin to anyone who got used to those scenes but it would be a different story when u know it was someone close to you. Maybe everyone tot that it was a minor op (well, it is really a minor op) but i still tot it would be much proper if i was there with mum.
I remembered few years back when mum got admitted due to urine infection. She was grumbling so much about PPU and how bored it was to be there. But the 5 of us (me, 3 bros and father) were so naughty that we teased her cukup-cukup with things like "you want us to install Astro here for u?" and "you wanna stay in the hotel?". Mum is a very simple lady. She doesn't mind anything at all even if she gets the worst on earth. But that was the first time we saw her behaved like a child and that's why we decided to gave her all the shots. Although we were tired with her at the moment, I still wanna be by her side and even now at this moment but i couldn't. Father called to advise me yesterday to make sure that i studied well and don't let anything come to my mind right now for my own future sake. Well, he tot i was goin to have my finals soon but nope...instead it was my 3rd bro (yea, dat lamnua beng a.k.a rojak buruk gonna graduate in a month's time i guess) he's so sloppy that i couldn't stand him (everyone in the house can't stand his slow-motion attitude). When i condemned about his physical attire, he told me "like this only ppl won't rob me larr". Hopeless dude.
Anyway, i still hope i'm at mum's side right now. Gonna call my bro to check on later.
Current mood: Mediocre but gonna reach the bottom level soon (praying in my heart)
Current weather: Raining heavily
Listening to: Rage your dream
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